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I had my post op consultation last week. Mentioned the difficulty in moving my arm certain ways and my Consultant thinks it is "cording" which is something to do with the damaged lymphatic system in my arm since the lymph nodes were removed. It feels as it sounds, like there is a cord or wire very painfully restricting one's range of movement.

I have stretched it out which bloody hurt but did help a bit. As it happens, I was trying to think the other day what was the most painful thing I had ever experienced. Two labours with no pain relief? Immediate aftermath of surgery? That ear infection I had when I was 21?

Nope, none of those. It was first-time breastfeeding. My dear, stubborn first born thought she knew how to do it and would not be shown - the midwives trying to help me with this identified her as "feisty" on her very first night on this planet. She rapidly ruined my poor novice nipples and for the first couple of weeks I experienced the worst pain I'd ever had. Every. Single. Feed. But I was determined to carry on as obviously I could not allow my days old daughter to be more stubborn than me...

Anyway getting back to the point (I'm sure you were hoping we might arrive at one at some stage), the pain of stretching out cording is on a par with the early breastfeeding experience although marginally better overall, given that I have a choice when I stretch out the cording as opposed to having to do it every two hours including during the night. It doesn't involve dirty nappies each time either.

My Consultant also had some good news for me which was the 9 further lymph nodes he had removed were all clear of cancer cells. This means that as far as we know, the only lymph node affected was the one which was removed during my first surgery back in May. This was the best result that I could have expected from the latest op so I was happy enough with it. The worst outcome would have been for him to tell me that they had found live cancer cells in the nodes as that would have meant that all the chemo had not worked at all. 

I am seeing the Oncologist on 6th December to talk about starting radiotherapy. I just hope that the range of movement in my arm is good enough for the radiation beam to access the scar site otherwise if I have to stretch out the arm every time for 20 plus sessions, radiotherapy might quickly be making a new entry at the top of my pain chart!